In my mind, I saw the lights of a ferry through the fog
I saw in my mind ferry lights through the mist
I stayed calm and bore the weight of the crack
I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift
I hugged him tight every time he started to walk away.
Pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away
My back broke under the weight of carrying us up the hill
My spine split from carrying us up the hill
Sweat through my clothes, exhausted bones feeling the cold
Wet through my clothes, weary bones caught the chill
I stopped trying to make him laugh, I stopped trying to get to him
I stopped trying to make him laugh, stopped trying to drill the safe

I wonder, how much sadness did you think I could bear, could bear?
Thinking how much sad did you think I had, did you think I had in me?
Oh what a tragedy
Oh the tragedy
Goodbye, London
So long, London
You’re going to find someone
You’ll find someone

I didn’t choose to be your excluded weirdo
I didn’t opt ​​in to be your odd man out
I created the club that she heard great things about
I founded the club she’s heard great things about
I left everything I knew behind, you left me in the house on Heath
I left all I knew, you left me at the house by the Hеath
I stopped cardiac massages, after all, they are of no use
I stopped CPR, after all, it’s not used
The soul was already gone, we would never be what we were again
The spirit was gone, we would never come to
Now, I’m furious because you let me give you all that youth for free.
And I’m pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free

Goodbye, London
For so long, London
Open points
Stitches undone
Two graves, one gun
Two basses, one gun
I’m going to find someone
I’ll find someone

And you say I abandoned ship, but I was going down with it
And you say I abandoned the ship, but I was going down with it
My hands were white from the force of holding on to your silent resentment.
My white knuckle dying grip holding tight to your quiet resentment
And my friends told me that it wasn’t okay to be afraid.
And my friends said it isn’t right to be scared
In every day of a relationship, every breath feels like the weakest breath
Every day-old love affair, every breath feels like rarest air
When you’re not sure if he wants to be there
When you’re not sure if he wants to be there

So how much sadness did you think I could take, could I take?
So how much sad did you think I had, did you think I had in me?
How much tragedy?
How much tragedy?
How far did you think it would go before it imploded?
Just how low did you think I’d go ‘fore I’d implode myself?
Before I free myself?
‘Fore I’d have to go be free?
You swore you loved me, but where were the clues?
You swear that you loved me but where were the clues?
I died at the altar waiting for the test
I died on the altar waiting for the proof
You sacrificed us to the gods of your saddest days
You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days
And I’m just getting the color back in my face
And I’m just getting color back into my face
I’m just extremely angry because I loved this place for so long.
I’m just mad as hell ‘cause I loved this place for

Goodbye, London
So long, London
It was a good run
Had a good run
A moment of warm sunshine
A moment of warm Sun
But I’m not the one
But I’m not the one
Goodbye, London
So long, London
Open points
Stitches undone
Two graves, one gun
Two basses, one gun
you’re going to find someone
You’ll find someone